Posted on: 2013-09-16 by Guest

So just about half a year ago I was dating a guy named Ricky he was everything I wanted in a boyfriend he was 3 years older than me but wasn't a problem for me since he was older I didnt know how to react without him thinking "she's still a little girl" were went to the same University and worked together then he transfered out of the job and got a replaced by David (current bf) things didnt end well with me and Ricky and slowly I started dating David took me a while to finally say yes to be his gf Ricky found out and he was angry but yet happy that I was happy. Just recently David said I love you and I couple of days later I said it too. And just yesterday Ricky came back into my life because the friends we share. The dream last night was I was at work and Ricky asked for myself hand in marriage while I was dating Ricky and I said yes! And rumors circulated that David was going to purpose and he did it was really cute and I said yes! In my dream I had two fiances. I'm obviously still not over Ricky I'm in love with him too. And scary thing is I'm visiting him down to San Diego super soon with a group of friends and I'm afraid I might cheat. I love David he's my first healthy & stable relationship but Ricky and I were fun (in the sense I was always happy) and David I have to be careful what I say all the time because he's sensitive