Posted on: 2014-04-15 by Ciaralische

Last night: This one is quite short but I can't remember all of it. I am at some kind of ball with my family and catch sight of an attractive male (who looks like Aomine o.O). I do not talk to him, instead admiring him from afar. Later on, my parents send me away from all the suitors, who, although they all comment on my apparently ‘exceptional’ beauty, all have appalling reputations involving sexual harassment (that are somehow acceptable in this hyper-patriarchal society). I choose to sit between Aomine and his mother. My mother accompanies me and makes me put on a tiny black dress that cinches my waist and I can't breathe, all I can think of is that I can't FUCKING BREATHE... I beg my mother to take it off but she coldly looks at me without saying or doing anything as if she is merely ashamed of my undignified behaviour (since the expected behaviour of women is for them to be calm, poised and conforming). Aomine does not say anything and I don't have to look at him to know that he is trying to ignore what is happening. I feel betrayed by him - leading me to think that I may have known about him or known him BEFORE this meeting - and start crying. I do not care about what he thinks of me anymore because he is not as noble as I thought he was and not at all worth the respect or reverence I had previously held for him. I am aware that I am already incredibly undesirable to his family and accept the fact that I will never be a suitable match for any man after this ignominious failure, and now all I can think about is getting rid of the dress because it is threatening to asphyxiate me IMD.