Posted on: 2014-08-24 by Guest

I was falling in and out of sleep and just woke up from what I remember being a nightmare. I was laying in my bed on my back, I don't exactly know why but I was talking in my head about not wanting to be a pushy Christian. My exact words were like: "is this what you want me to do, Lord. I can't be that person who always puts people down and later builds them up. I then said but God you have changed my life for the better, you are magnificent." And in that exact moment something of some sort was holding down my shoulders, and I couldn't scream but I was like whispering, I was aware of my surroundings. I knew my parents were outside my bedroom in the living room. It's like I was awake. I could feel someone/ something whispering in my ear something like "just listen." It was heart wrenching. I was trying to cry out for my parents and I kept saying this is not a dream. Do not fear, my God is good. This happened what felt like for 1-2 minutes.