Posted on: 2014-09-27 by Guest

First, there is a girl whom i've known for 8 years. She was my first love, and we were always so close. But we never were in a 'relationship', as in we never kissed.. We only hugged and sometimes held hands. For 2 years now, we haven't talked because she moved to another country. She was supposed to come home next year, but instead, she enrolled at a college. I think about her everyday. Interestingly, there were 3 dreams.. They all occurred on consecutive nights. All these dreams are in full color. Dream #1: We were at a big house with some friends. When I looked in the mirror, I was her.. And then, I saw myself carrying a baby down the stairs. When they reached me, I was in my old body. She was holding the baby now and she handed the baby girl to me. I carried the baby. The baby looked like her, but nothing like me. But then she spoke to the baby and said "You have a daddy!". I remember we kissed in that dream. Dream #2: In the second dream, we weren't so close. But she had a son (it's not mine). We were gathered in our old school. When she was leaving, I offered to take them to dinner and a movie. She agreed, and we held hands (with her son). She then asked mo to take her son and eat somewhere, she also told me she have to 'be somewhere else'. FOr the rest of the dream, it was me and her son going through all these places. Dream #3: In the last dream, we were both back in high school. Those were the days when I was so shy and embarrassed to be around her. Throughout the dream, it was just me avoiding her. What do these dreams mean? And why did they appear consecutively in that order? I know that maybe my inner desires are influencing them.. But usually when lucid dreaming, I was in control.. But I don't seem to be in control of these..