Posted on: 2014-10-01 by Allyna

(this dream is a dream of many years ago,15 years ago) so the details are not impress .. but the feelings and the cries with worried distressed still fresh in my mind everytime when I recalled. I opened my eyes saw my body with whole white clothes lying on a white bed next to some medical equipments with the feelings of extremely weak,i think should be in a ward, there’s a tall, thin with white shirt, black or white trousers’ men looked at me (I unable to recall the colour of pants.. like white or seems to be in black), I could not see his face and very vague. With smiles I said ”I want to see the sky.” Unable to recall how exactly I get down from bed…feel like passed through the corridors and then I saw the green shade under a tree, it’s a cold temperature, i can sense myself is lying in his arms, feel like my whole body is very weak no strength, i stared on the blue and white skies, i saw a tall buildings on the other side, it’s look like a hospital, we watched the blue skies silently. Few moments past, he said “tired? Let’s go back and u have a rest okay, heavy wind”, I answered slowly,” it’s been a long time did not look at the skies like this, just stay for a little longer, can?” he didn't respond. After a while, I looked up gently to see his face, I saw the face, (but unable to recall how’s his face look like, the impressions still very vague) I felt tired, sense that he held my hand, he told me somethings, but I could not remember what he said, I felt tired, very tired, no strength, in the vague impression, seems like I said “I'm so tired, sleepy” he seems to tears, I asked him with half-blind eyes “if there is an afterlife, will u wait for me” . He answered with a crying sound “will, I will” i smiles with the feeling of tired, my eyes ox with tears fall and heart pain. I then saw my body is lying in his arms, he cried. (seems like my soul is out from my body that's why i able to see me is lying in his arm) Can’t see anything else after that ,but do heard a worried distressed cries, then feel like myself gone into a dark space, after that woke up found out the pillow is very very wet ... actually i was wondering why i dreamed this..the feeling is very real and very hurt..but i hope that i can re-dream again to see and memorized hows he look like..