Posted on: 2014-10-12 by DrIvanchev

In my dream I was enjoying myself on a beautiful, clean, calm tropical beach. A slight breeze was moving the palm leaves. The water was crystal clear, the sun was shining so went in the water. I felt free. I was swimming and exploring underwater when I saw my body sinking but my spirit was floating and was watching how physical self was going deeper into the sea. My spirit was free thou and was enjoying the water. I watched how the sun was piercing it, how it played with waves. I liked how the temperature was just right and how I can move with grace in the clear water. It was beautiful. Then I was my body again... going away. I felt that I was too stubborn, too proud not to save it so dove to reach it. It was like my spirit did not want me to go into my earthly shell again and was not making the effort but my mind was made - leave no man behind. I reached my body and woke up. Thou a achieved my goal of being whole again I feel like I was on the breach of setting myself free from the flawed character but then out of cowardliness I returned to my comfort zone and imprisoned myself. I failed to explore the sea.