Posted on: 2014-12-16 by Guest

My dream started with me becoming aware that my cousin, Daniel, had committed suicide. It seemed so real because I know my cousin is suicidal and depressed. A while later my Aunt and Uncle show up with my cousin and act if nothing happened. I pulled my aunt aside and she told me it was hard to explain but he was dead and they found a way to get him back. Soon after he had killed himself again, and they managed to have him "resurrected" again. It continued over and over and I was so disturbed by it, wondering when I would get the call letting me know Daniel had killed himself again and how. One day I was at my grandparents house talking with my Aunt, uncle, and grandparents. In the middle of our conversation a much younger Daniel (about 9) walks in and says something to me then walks away. I looked at my aunt, horrified. Later I insisted she tell me what happened to him this time and how he came back younger and why. She responded saying he killed himself the same way he does everytime and they brought him back at a younger age so they would have more time with him before he killed himself again. Not long after I am sitting in a class and I became overwhelmed with grief and fear, I ran out of the classroom and collapsed, sobbing. The hallway was not in a school though. It was in a morgue. Paramedics pushed gurneys past me. One with my cousins dead body, the other, the body of a friend I had as a kid. This dream has stuck with me all day and has disturbed me so much. The most disturbing part was seeing the younger Daniel standing their and the horror of the unknown force or person that my aunt and uncle had found to do such a thing. What also horrified me during the dream was the fact that my family couldn't let go and they would have him resurrected but will kill himself over and over again, not even realizing or remembering anything.