Posted on: 2015-01-07 by Guest

i remember my dream form last night because it really scared me... my best fiend Alex from across the world who in rel life is bi was at my house... and he was helping me get ready for a dinner at one of my parents friends house... but in my dream the time zone was like in the Victorian age... so i had to get really dressed up and it was in a really nice huge dinning room... he was being really sweet to me... and i think i was falling in love with him... but in the dream i still had a bf martin the one i have in real life... so i pretended i didn't feel anything... and so me and my family got to the MANSION we were having dinner at... and my friend Alex was working as one of the chefs there... and so when he was serving the food we would glance and giggle and wink at each other... and so after the dinner and everyone was in that one room in mansions were people go to chat... Alex finds me and takes me to this room in the back of the dinning room... he takes both of my hands and tells me that he loves me... and hes waiting for me to say it back but i cant stop thinking of martin who is in the army "in my dream" at that time, but in real life he dose want to join the army... and so i don't say anything... and he starts to frown and walks off... and so in my dream i start thinking how Alex has been there for everything and martin hasn't... and in real life its true... and so i decide that i do love him... so i run round the mansion looking for Alex and once i find him i give him the biggest longest hug ever... and tell him i love him to... and he hugs me back for what feels like 10 min... and i start crying in my dream... and then i wake up... seriously??? am i in love with my best friend ??? /.\