Posted on: 2015-03-07 by TheSuzy

Last night I got shocked to the max by meeting and hugging my unborn older brother -involving lots of timetravel in a room with doors leading to random times.. but.. today.. I got totally blown away.. someone just visited me who has long decided his life is better without me inclusive... I was soo excited trying to get ready.. but as usual been a bit late.. and of course he turned up early.. Did not have much time to worry tho as that moment I landed in his arms burying my face into his shoulders whispering him how many times I dreamed about seeing him again.. and before I could saying anything we just ended up snogging.. also the very next moment he was already busy posting photos of us on facebook..(o.O) He hurried to his friends waiting outside in a white car.. showing them the photo he just made which has caused some happy cheers. As to me, still the usual "me stuff" was going on in my head like "darn i havent brushed my teeth yet" and "the clothes I am wearing are scrappy I didn't have time to change" and "oh God I think I stink" but they welcomed me with a warm smile so I let out a shy "hi" and tried not to look overly worried. Suddenly he said "give me a moment" and dissapeared towards the snowy grass verge. (great mistery of where and why he went :P) While waiting for him I have noticed some strange noises coming from the side of the road so I decided to investigate.. To my utmost shock there was a crocodile nest with some small (ahh cute) crocs.. actually, there was soo many.. also some budgies completely happily walking amongst them.. (really wtf:D) I thought I should collect them as they could have been lost and missed by people.. (here comes dream-super-suzy's great budgie saving project XD) By now he returned and said something about having to go away to which his friends immediately asked him "you are not leaving Suzy again are you??".. He smiled and replied he would trust me I would be patient.. I replied that I can wait a bit longer.. but I would like him to borrow me one of his most treasured books.. he reached into the glovebox and pulled out 2 old looking books. One of them was a poetry collection and the other one.. which I immediately somehow hoped would be picked by him had a white-ish cover and I could not read the title because I woke up (really, really darn!!) Funny how these random dreams can stir up my emotions despite being particularly clear that the chance of timetravelling to hug my unborn brother is significantly higher than the man of my dreams (haha) taking notice of me ever again.. IMD