Posted on: 2015-04-11 by Guest

I have had detailed dreams in the past, some horrible but some were fantastic. Last night I dreamed I was with a lady who resembled Angelina Jolie (!) and we were somewhere in a European city. She was not the famous personality we know! We had already met before. I don't remember everything but just extracts and mainly the ending. This is what I remember:- It was a late afternoon and we went to an event near the city square with some friends. We drove, had a laugh, walked around and had a great time. In the evening we went close by the same place for drinks and got a bit tipsy - not drunk! (A lot more happened but I can't remember now.) The following day we were in Hotel-room in Venice. (I have never actually been there!) There was beautiful weather. Sunshine and blue skies. We went out again, had lunch, came back, made love, talked about a lot of things, with specific details. We had a balcony over-looking a square and a river. There was a gentle breeze blowing the thin white curtains. We laughed, danced, jumped on the bed. She was naked in my arms and we discussed what was going on in our lives and the future. I told her that I was unsure about our relationship but that I loved her. We both wished we could stay longer but I had to leave and go back home. I got out of bed and started dressing up and we were both sad that we would depart one another. She then told me that things could work out between us and to think about it. "Gas, don't leave, stay. Everything is great here". I smiled and thought about staying. I hadn't been so happy in a very long time. I was pacing calmly around the bed, buttoning my shirt while still contemplating about staying but suddenly I just fell down to my knees beside the bed and looked at her in disbelief. She was still lying on the bed. I felt something was not right. She stretched her arm and offered her palm. I remember that then I just stared at her hand for a few seconds. I looked back into her eyes and she smiled sympathetically. She knew what I had just realized - I knew that it was just a dream :( She acknowledged the fact even though I did not have to say anything. The disappointed look on my face was enough. It was as if the world had just ended and I felt so unhappy and could hardly speak. She kept calm and smiled again, then sat up and covered herself with the bed-sheets. She held my arm gently and told me once again that I did not have to leave. She sounded apologetic but sincere. I started sobbing (I NEVER CRY) and muttered that it was not real but just a DREAM. She understood but replied that I could still stay. She said that it doesn't matter what I thought that it was just a dream, hinting that there was more to what I believed. I started crying, disappointed, a bit angry at her as I felt deceived. Somehow I was ready to leave and expecting to wake up. (NORMALLY I WAKE UP AS SOON AS I REALIZE THAT I AM DREAMING). I was still standing beside the bed, astonished and unhappy. She stood up and put her arms around me and said: "It is up to you. You can stay if you like, no matter if you think that it is just a dream ...", once again hinting that there was more to what I believed. "...But I understand if you want to leave. Just think about it." (I was still expecting to wake up but remained there!) She kept hugging me as I stood motionless. It felt so good to be with her but I felt confused. So I just turned away, feeling betrayed, not taking another glance at her and left. I was outside with a bag in my hands. There were people and tourists walking, and pigeons flying by. The sky was getting grey. I looked towards the balcony where our room was but did not see her so I kept walking. As soon as I made a few paces I woke up, with tears in my eyes, wishing that I had never realized that it was a dream and that I would have stayed there!