Posted on: 2011-12-22 by Guest

Last night, I had a dream about my big brother "Marshall" who died before I was born, he died at a age of 4-5 in Afghanistan, by a bomb. I was walking in my neighbourhood shirtless, looking for my shirt, when a girl from my neighbourhood came and told me that "Marshall" was alive. I followed her to a flat and right before I walked in, could I see my mom. Me and my mom ran up to the 2-4 floor, and went into the apartment. We walked into the first room when I saw 4 kids sleeping with a duvet around them. After that walked we into a bedroom, where my dad was, and "Marshall" was. I hadn't been seeing my dad for 13 years, and I am 15 years old. My big brother, who was a kid in a my dream, "Marshall" was lying there with a duvet around him. I wanted to talk to him, because i never had the chance to see him. But somehow someone wouldn't let me, so i ran around to the balcony and looked through the window, i could see my little sister was pushing "Marshall" and i was about to cry, i was feeling so sorry for him. Next thing I remember is that I am in the room again, and I am talking to "Marshall" he is sitting on my lap, and a sentence I remember I am saying is "I am your little brother" i can't remember how he reacted, but i think he kissed me on my cheek and limped away. Next thing I remember is that I am outside, and I am asking a girl "is my brother still alive?" she answers no and says tells me that he is dead. I woke up and was about to cry. I need some help, what does this dream mean to me? I am 15 years old, and i dont want to think too much, but its so hard to think less when this dream is in my mind every second.