OK, so this dream is seriously adult in nature, and although I will try to refrain from provocative language, I must apologise for the content in the dream. So, in my dream, my girlfriend had accidentally uploaded lots of sexual pictures to her Instagram. Many of them were pictures of her in extremely intimate situations with... a dog. And I mean extremely intimate. But moreover there were pictures and a video of her having sexual intercourse with her ex boyfriend. In the dream I was aware of how much she was attracted to him, loved him and loved the situation she was in, and it just made me feel completely powerless and like she didn't love me. I can't remember properly now but I think there was a definite question mark over the dates of these pictures and videos and the dates of when we started seeing each other. I also remember having to compare 'sizes' of me and her ex boyfriend and feeling like a failure when I 'came up short' so to speak. I woke up and was so disturbed by all this I couldn't get back to sleep and haven't since. I'm so confused by the extremely graphic nature, especially with the animal (never had graphic dreams like this), and just confused by this in general. :( I think maybe I know the issue I have with her ex boyfriend as when we first started talking as friends she was still with him, then we didn't speak for about 6 months, then when we did start talking again and getting close I am pretty sure she still wasn't over her ex as she got mighty upset that he had moved on with someone else. So there is this fear in me I'm some sort of long-term rebound and she still loves him deep down. But the other spect of this dream? Why so messed up and graphic?! It kinda makes me wonder what the hell I am thinking of subconsciously towards her of I can dream that about her?! It makes me feel guilty and worried!
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