Posted on: 2015-06-26 by Guest

****TRIGGER ALERT**** SOME POEPLE WHO MAY HAVE BEEN ABUSED OR SOMETHING IN THE PAST MIGHT WANT TO STOP READING AT THIS POINT!*** Ok, I had this extremely disturbing and weird dream last night, and i want to get others opinions on why that might be. First things first, I have in the past had pedophilic urges, but never acted, and never been on the verge of acting. My main focus group is girls age 10-14 maybe. Sometimes older, sometimes younger. anyway, here goes. I know i had been dreaming for some time at the point i start remembering, i rememeber very blurry that there was a chapter before this one where we (me and my family) actually got to this place where we were. What happens is that this seems to be some kind of a family reunion and a lot of people i know are there, and we have dinner and chat and everything is good. But then when it gets dark and everyone goes to sleep, then it gets disturbing. Apparently we were in sort of a dorm with a few rooms, and some people were sleeping together and others not, i so happen to be alone in a single bed bedroom, and outside my door is a big space with a lot of doors that all lead to another bedroom. I was just getting ready for sleep and then there is knocked on my door, i open, and there stands a girl, presumably 5-6 years old, and i don't know her, which means she's not family. She is not acting her age and is really teasing me and starts touching me down there and i just let her, smiling while. Then she starts to undress and gets on the bed, legs spread and tells me to lick her, as before she's really not acting like a 6 year old, more like a 15-16 year old acts to a person the same age. Well, i licked her out for a good few minutes and she just keeps moaning and wanting more and more, at one point she even asked me to try and stick my penis in and was very dissapointed when she was too tight.down there... When she had had her fullfilling she turned to me and asked if i wanted to be sucked, because i could not stick it in her. I accept and she sucks and sucks but really it is just me doing most of the work, she just put her mouth around my...youknow. and i did the moving. And when i came i did not pull out, i just ejaculated loads and loads of semen in her mouth, and her face is very displeased for the first time. At this point exactly when i've ejaculated about 10 squirts or something, My mother walks into my room and i hid the girl under my covers she is dead still, understanding the situation, My mum has some weird suspicious look on her face but she only says a few things and then leaves. That is pretty much it. I want to mention i had a fever and stomach pains and had gone early too sleep because of it, this is one of the 6-7 dreams i dreamt over a 18 hour period. but only pedophilic one and by far the most disturbing. I'm sory for the bad English, i'm not a native speaker. Thank you in advance.