Posted on: 2015-12-27 by lostcanhurt

Last night, so im siting in a old wood building doin class work like im back in 5th grade. When out of the window i see a soul i have loved in so many past lives. She is standing there watching me and knows i see her out of the corner of my eye. " Sam, why dont you look at me" she says, my eyes shift over to my left, " i cant, ill get in trouble". Brooke, i know her name and she doesnt even say it, having the most beautiful dark brown hair" can we talk" . Knowing that i cant i say" can this wait, i need to finish". Before i have a chance to get half way through she starts to walk away. With knowing that m dream is about to end my heart starts to tear open and i start to cry at my desk. I end up waking with tears on my pillow and a moan in my throat, im in bed next to my wife and she is totally unaware of the love my heart and soul needs. From that point on i knew what i had with Brooke and what i had laying next to me in bed. I have fallen in lust with another women and had 3 kids( that i love more than life) but i know the name and the fell of what love is and it hurts every morning i wake up next to someone that has hurt me in more ways than i dare share. If i find my Brooke, i hope you are able to take me back, I need you.IMD