Posted on: 2016-01-15 by Im a mess

In my dream awhile ago I dreamt I was married to a guy named David who at the time was being treated. He was recently diagnosed with a brain tumor that was cancerous. He was lying in the hospital bed as handsome as ever but deathly ill. He was sleeping while I was sitting in the chair that was next to the bed. I was staring at him then at the machine that showed vitals, everything seemed okay. All of a sudden I hear the worst noise, a beeeep that would shatter my heart, he flat lines. As the doctors rushed in and were trying to push me out as I tried to fighting to be with him for the last moments he had. As I had no choice to leave I met his family outside I was so angry that he left me, he flat lined without my permission. I told his family “When the doctors save him i'm going to say ‘you asshole you left me!’” I waited and waited for the doctor. Finally the doctor came he said “he's okay everything is alright” I was relieved. When I went into his room the first thing I said was “you asshole you left me!’ and nudged his shoulder with my hand. He had a crooked smile which I loved so much about him. when he smiled I felt the love stronger than I did before. The only thing I could do was to hug his head tight with love and cry because the love was so strong it hurt. IMD