Posted on: 2016-03-03 by Bean76

I have a recurring dream. Usually if I remember my dreams at its always about the same thing. I dream I have returned to my childhood home and I ask the new owners if I can see and touch it one more time. "They" say yes and I walk through level one and the basement talking about my memories of the place good and bad. It's usually the same but it differs a little but nothing that wouldn't surprise me because it's not my house anymore. I always ask if I may go upstairs. The bedroom like everything is familiar but a little different sometimes even under construction. The "attic" as I remember is always closed but I HAVE to go in. It always the same. And I'm always looking for something. Like I just know there is something there I HAVE to find I NEED to. I know it's not in a box. Instead I'm looking in the walls and the floor. I always get to the same spot in the floor and then I wake up. It was so real I can't believe I was dreaming. I still have the strong erg that I need to go there to see it even to just sit on the porch. I dream it so often it's almost frightening. I'm always torn between anger and sadness and the feeling that I have to know. I don't know what I'm looking for but it's there and I need it in both my dreams and my wakefulness. I want to know why and what it means. I recently talked to my mother about it because I feel crazy sometimes, she told me she has been having a dream about that house too that she was asked to move back in, it made me feel less crazy that I'm not the only one dreaming of going back.


PatrikHU on 2016-03-07 said:
Why don't you tell this to the current owner of the house? They might let you in. If they do, please tell us what happened. I'm curious. :)