Posted on: 2016-03-14 by Guest

i had the same dream almost daily for years. a little boy i go out to buy candy from the store down the building. i take the elevator and leave it at the ground floor, go out and into the shop buy my stuff, pay the man and come back to take the elevator up pressing to third floor where home was, instead the elevator darts down from the ground floor and gets faster and faster into the bottom of the earth, faster and faster until i cant breath anymore then it slows down and stops at a very deep place. i open the door slowly and see an old dusty and murky space with a low ceiling and dust loads dangling from everywhere,, i walk out the elevator then short brown and black demons come snatching me from all around, dozens and dozens and they tickle me to almost death.. i wake up breathless. i had this dream exactly the same three to four times a week between age 4-5 til 9-10 and it became a routine where i get ready for it before going to sleep. now listen to this, a few years later when i was 7 or 8, i started avoiding the elevator to take the building's spiral stairs down instead and what i got was a crocodile-like massive snake following me and twirling up and down the stairs behind me throughout all the 6 storey building.. each time i avoided the elevator fearing the abyss i got that terrifying snake.. now im 42, married, have a baby, became broke from the crisis and trying to get myself back in shape but forced into returning to the place which i hate and which causes me anxiety, to earn a living.. u tell me if there is a relation btwn my persisting childhood nightmares and my current condition..