Posted on: 2018-01-23 by hyenanoelle

january 23 2018 2:30ish AM dream in an order that i can’t remember I was on a study abroad trip i think? only it was in a country i didn’t recognize it never was named but the people there either spoke japanese or french, and the english speakers were only me and family and some friends like Silus(my boyfriend), Caitlyn, Jordan, etc I don’t know what the purpose of this main building was but everything surrounding it was sinking in lava and the workers as specific jobs to keep the buildings we were in and the road to get there from sinking, I remember driving with Silus to the building from our house somehow Back at our house things were really fucked up and one of the cats had a chunk missing from its back and was leaving mucus and blood everywhere it was walking and silus’s mom was really angry with me like i was the one that caused it and i didn’t want shadows or any of the other cats near me or anybody because they are had been rolling around in the stuff it was leaving in one part of the dream that was close to the end three japanese speaking people were cooking something together in a large room and they each ate it before they went back outside to do whatever work one of apparently choked on it and all the steam coming off of it and he sunk down into the lava and his eyes were rolled all the way back An earlier part of the dream involved my mom and me and jordan and his family and some more friends and we were in the mall ? in jcpennys specifically i’m pretty sure and somehow my mom had fell in the lava ?? and we thought she had died and everybody was blaming me and Roxie from school was the only one that would help me and she said she’d have to contact the fbi and get them to erase the evidence because to them it looked like i killed my mom when later in the dream my mom came back and was okay except for the fact that she was covered in weird scratch marks all over her body like from a cat but not a domestic one and they were actually hyena i guess and i hugged her and it hurt her because of all the marks and she said she knew it wasn’t my fault and there were two directors at the main building that the lava surrounded and me and silus drove there and he was really angry with me and wouldn’t touch me or even sit by me but anyway on the road from our house to the weird lava building the road was very narrow and covered with different slabs of wood with traffic cones everywhere and it was high up with the lava below it and one part near the end we had to jump our car over a gap and then take a ramp and hopefully make it to the other side where we could enter the building and i got caught in a loop of that part and i watched some people die again that we’re trying to get ahold of me and they got burned and it was really graphic like a movie and we got into the building and we’re walking down a long hallway that’s all reflective even the floors and it’s lit up with different colored string lights and i’m attacked by a bunch of rubber looking girls with strange faces their eyes weren’t looking at anything they were looking through me and their mouths were really wide open and scary and now that i’m thinking back on it the guy that died after cooking with his friends had the same type of appearance as the rubber girls but anyway they fell on top of me and i couldn’t get up and the whole time i was crying and i think at some point silus was trying to help me because he somehow became on my side again but i don’t remember when and another part i was walking outside and it was normal like outside of a school and this little kid had a gun and was shooting other kids at the playground and he aimed it at me but i got behind a wall in time and then i was taken by some of the worker people from the lava area to get shot i think and at another point silus and i were sitting in a classroom that was the same type of reflective environment and i was sneaking around trying not to be seen by the guy who was supposed to be the teacher i think but he was one of the director people of the lava building and supposedly was responsible for killing my mom and i was sneaking up to silus to give his this really large knife i had in my pocket somehow and he took it in his lap but the teacher noticed the last second and when silus tried to go at him and kill him the teacher took out a baseball bat and hit him on the head really hard and killed him and that’s when i woke up and my throat and mouth is really dry and even after typing this i feel really dissociative and i want to wake silus up because i’m scared and there was a part with our dog Teddy and we were driving a truck together on the narrow lava road and we were trying to get teddy to get closer to us so he wouldn’t fall because we were just riding in the bed of a truck without the side barrier things and there was no driver but the only perspective given was us on the “bed” and teddy got out of his collar and