Posted on: 2018-09-24 by Misfit_o1

Well basically I came home from school and no one was home and it was like mid afternoon, but the house was really dark so I went in and turned on the lights and sat at the table to do a project on some subject I can’t remember so after I was done writing everything I submitted it. Then read it over to only realize that I was writing a suicide note then I started crying because I wanted to get up from the chair to go outside but I couldn’t move. So I stayed there for awhile sitting then took out my phone and started recording a video the only line I remember is saying “for everyone that Iv ever cared for if you’re watching this I’m already gone” I believe I mentioned everyone that was really in my life, afterwards a gun appeared with a shadow around but when I tried to pick it up I couldn’t. As if it was stuck to the table, then I looked up begging god to take me off this earth please I can’t, you know just pleading. Then the gun got lighter I placed it to my head then woke up Please tell me what this means...