Posted on: 2012-09-21 by Guest

I came to let some feelings out about a dream. A dream I would do anything to have come true, including taking a long shot like this. It's about a boy. My boyfriend is living in Calgary and I have been in love with him for the longest time. To tell you the truth, I haven't met him face to face yet (we met by chance on the internet.. not as bad as it sounds) but we would do anything to see each other after all this time. However, he is sick. He has a condition knows as "Candida" and therefore cannot come to see me. Most people would not take the chance of falling in love with someone who is unable to do what most people can, but that does not stop me from making him my everything. He is trying his best to recover to just come see me and his efforts mean the world to me. But in reality, anything can happen. He could be gone any second.. hate to think of it but I must face it. And all I want to do is just go see him once. I know, it sounds easy. "Just take a ticket and go?" And I could. I totally have the money. But it's not that easy because of this second issue : My parents. My parents are very strict and do not even allow me to date. Therefore, they know nothing about this and if they did, I would be in a huge amount of trouble. But my heart longs to see him more than anything and it just feels so right. I can't even explain how badly I just want to hug him and tell him everything will be alright. I'm not asking for attention or pity here. I'm just asking you to know my story and I guess I just needed to let all this out somewhere. Anyways, keep doing what you're doing. As for me, I will go see him one day. I don't know how..or when. But I am determined to. Love, A dreamer