Posted on: 2013-01-12 by Guest

Ok so I'll just go ahead and admit I am a 13 year old girl in 7th grade. I'll also admit I am quite shy and don't have much to say most of the time, which is the reason why its so hard to get other people's attention and to listen to me. So when I had this dream (note, this is not the entire dream for I have already forgotten the first half of it) were everyone actually listened to me and obeyed my every command no matter how ridiculous... It felt great! I loved it! I was with my swim team and we were all swimming at the pool we normally did every practice and I kept telling them to do absurd things such as telling them to bark like a dog and childish things like that to amuse me. But then all of a sudden a friend of mine rose up against me and I believe tried to make me feel horrible like myself (kind of like what my bratty and idiotic older sister and younger brother does) but instead of being at a loss for words like I normally am when someone either talks or is being hostile to me I snapped and became a raving madwoman. I yelled at her in complete rage at how insignificant and useless she was as a swimmer and also as a person and general and all the other swimmers sided with me and laughed and gawked at her. I can still see how hurt she was as she got back in place with everyone else. And the thing is, I felt slightly horrible about it, but not as much as I felt pleased with myself. But deep down inside a small part of mer was hoping it was just a dream, for if it wasnt, everyone would have b hated me. And that's the part I remember most. Please, if you know or understand what this means please tell me I would greatly appreciate it.


EdenWolf on 2015-01-14 said:
I believe that your non-loss of words is your true inner personality. You may be shy on the outside, but on the inside, you are truly outgoing and you saw that a bit in your dream. Don't worry, this is good! :)