Posted on: 2013-02-22 by Anonymouse

It was a long time ago since I went to bed early last night. With early I mean 12pm, what can be late for others. I quickly dozed off, which is unusual because normally I stay awake for hours thinking about everything and nothing. Ever had a dream that you can't remember, even though you know you dreamt? Well, something like that is common for me. It doesn't even bother me anymore when I can't remember it. But every now and then my dream is strong enough to remember it. In such occasions I dream that I'm falling and the moment I hit the ground, I wake up. Maybe this has some sort of meaning, or maybe not. This kind of dreams I quickly forget a few days after, but the dream I had last night, that one I will always remember. My dream started with me walking on a pad near my house. I kept going until I met a friend of mine. We greeted each other, talked a little and then I saw her. A girl of my age walking towards me, asking me something I can't seem to remember. I answered her question and just couldn't move because I was stunned by her beauty. I immediately fell in love and decided to take action by asking her number. The friend I saw earlier saw this, smiled and disappeared before I noticed. The girl looked at me and gave me her number. She wrote it down on a paper and gave it to me, which grabbed my attention to her hand. She had some kind of dark blue tattoo. It's the only thing I can remember now. Time jumped forward till the moment I was walking with her through the city while holding her hand. She stepped close to me, leaning her head on my shoulder. We were so in love, it was just like you see in the movies. I always wanted to be with her and she with me. Then came the moment we were going to kiss. We looked in each other’s eyes and came closer towards each other and just before it happened, I woke up. Ever had a dream you wanted to wanted to have again? Ever tried to experience the same dream again? Well, I most certainly did this morning. I didn't want it to be a dream, but reality. 2 hours I tried but it was no use, I stayed awake. Since then I can't stop thinking about that dream. Does it have some sort of meaning? After some research on the internet the dream would mean that I'm not happy with my life. Not in the meaning that I would constantly be depressed, but that I don't feel complete. Thus, I should have someone by my side who loves me, otherwise I cannot feel whole again. But can I trust this explanation? I am loved by many people like family and friends. Wouldn't this be enough? Do I really need a girlfriend? Or am I feeling this way because all of my friends have a lover and I don't? Maybe I worry too much about this dream. It's common knowledge that the human brain can create complex dreams just by coincidence. But still, I never experienced a dream like this before and there could be hidden meanings in it.